Why is blogging so hard for me?
I know it isn't because I am at a lack for words. My husband will tell you that sometimes I just don't shut up. On Saturdays especially he wishes I would SHUT UP.
It's not that I don't have things to share. Hell sometimes I wish I didn't have so much to share. Ok - I guess that isn't true. My life is full - and mostly of nothing but greatness.
It is definetly that I just don't have enough time in the day!
JUGGLE JUGGLE & JUGGLE some more.
And yes it appears that I am complaining - but I truly am not intending for it to be a 'complaint'.
First off I have a wonderfully supportive man in my life. Oh don't get me wrong - there are times that he gets very frustrated ....
'You are always on that damn computer'
'You spend all your time making jewelry' - (I get that one from one of my girls too)
'Are you going to watch this movie with me'
Ok those are each & everyone very valid. As is my response -
'If I am going to be famous I have to stay on top of things here! I have a business to run here y'know!'
And I do have great kids. Ok they are all a pain in my ass at some time or another! But they really are great kids. Having 5 kids I have a lot of 'opportunity' for teenage situations that no parent wants to deal with. So far we haven't had anything drastic! Because they are great kids. Ok really it is because I scare the shit out of them!!! (don't laugh you know you wish you had that fear in your kid - AND I can dream can't I???)
Oh & I do have a good job. That I do like for the most part. Ok I do like it most days - but it is a 'day' (that is for you Megan) job - not my dream job.
So I feel like I am constantly juggling. I want to be a great wife - the kind that hewants to brag about - as if he brags!!! I also want to be the kind of mom that my kids grow up & have great memories of me being that mom. But I also want to be successful at something I love.
The only solution I can come up with is to figure out how to turn a 24 hr day into a 48 hr day.
Or become FAMOUS!!!
So I keep juggling. And I will make it & be successful!