I know I am a little behind on my days ... but I intend on finishing this.
So today I write a letter about my disappointment.
Yea you. I know what you did & you know that I know. It's something I am so not proud of. Matter of fact I am extremely disgusted. The anger is very much there. I don't know even how to handle it. Pretend not to be I guess is my current stage.
But you see it I know there are more stages. I already went through numbing it with drinking everyday. I am not an alcoholic ... but I did use the bottle to numb my thoughts for a time.
I don't even understand how anyone can do what you did.
I don't see you in the same way I have my entire life. I never will again.
So Dear YOU - I hate what you have done & I don't think I can ever forget it.