I Refuse To Be That Girl Again

The big girl on the right.

That is me.

Over 200lbs of me.

I am now 150.

I originally got down to 135 - eww.

That was yucky.

I officially had people asking me if I was taking drugs.

It was kind of like a drug in the beginning.

I lost all of that weight in about 3 months.

Yes I said 3 months - that is almost 60lbs.

I didn't look good.

But there was more to it than just being a big girl.

I was so unhappy.

I didn't like the way I looked.

I didn't like me.

I wasn't being me.

I love life.

But then I hated it.

But I do love me now.

I love being alive.

I love being happy.

I don't mind speaking my mind.

I don't expect everyone to agree with me.

But I have that right.

I also have the right to be happy.

So I REFUSE to ever be that girl again.

I will forever be the girl that loves life.

Loves the people in my life or gets rid of them.

Simple.